Illusions

Moving On

2012-01-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

Moving on...

not because you have or you ever will. It's because you have accepted reality- the fact that nothing will ever happen, now or the future.

Lanterns

2012-01-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

I had a great night.

Heineken. Alfresco.

Learnt : long walk down the beach, green

More Heineken. Cherry Berry

Live bands. More get to know questions

Beach.

Sounds of waves sweeping the shore

Learnt : we all have our own problems

Saw lanterns being released into the dark night, made a wish : if only I could turn back time. Him: to be a Korean

Perfect finale.

Derp: I have a strong feeling i'm gonna dream bout u. :')

Derp

2012-01-19T01:02:00.001+08:00

Derp,

Thanks for reviving those butterflies i used to have in my tummy. It has been a while :)
Being a blankie? Job accepted. Thanks for hiring.

Adorable.

Much much love,
Derpina

2012

2012-01-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

2011 came and past in just a heartbeat. It is officially 2012 as i type this.. Just like the past 3 years, mine is still spent in the living room in front of my laptop. Well, this year maybe with an extra touch of spice by having an argument with Jason.

Highlights of 2011 include trip with friends to Singapore, broke my laptop by spilling water on it, house filled with spiders, passed all units, first manicure ever, got a job at Hoyts, got tipsy for the first time, quit Hoyts, Kreyen Jing and Cal turning 21..

Things that I wish to achieve this year

- sponsor a world vision child

- do really well :/ gotta get into honours

- exercise ):

- go clubbing before i get too old

- save up for a nice trip at the end of the year

Before I end this, I would like to thank God for giving me the strength and wisdom throughout 2011. For never forsaking me regardless. I know that You will be there for me this year :)

Wen

Sorry that I loved you

2011-12-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping 'I'm sorry' will open your mind

I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

Anthony Neely - Sorry that I loved you

Happy Birthday JY

2011-12-18T00:27:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt so close to someone that you've never met before?
Someone that knows what you're thinking of
someone that understands how you feel even though you're miles apart
someone that will magically be there for you always when you're down
someone that gives you the comfort that no other can give
someone that you can share your thoughts, feelings and joy with anytime, anyday....

Sometimes, it feels like you've met you're soul mate, but far far away and will never meant to be..
Sometimes, it feels like you're a long lost twin that has the the ability to telepath

whatever it is, i know for sure that this is
A connection that I have with no one else.

Dear JY,
Happy Birthday :)

Much love,
Wen

empty.

2011-10-24T00:17:00.002+08:00

Bish

2011-10-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

Here's the thing. I was brought in a family where cussing isn't acceptable at all. So, I don't have the habit of swearing much. Occasionally, words like sh!t and asshole do come out but I try to keep it minimal. If something ticks me off enough, I would just swallow it down with a silent 'screw you'.

I've been thinking (lol. yes, all the time) bout some of the things that have happened, and I figured that I have under-expressed myself. Why didn't I stand up for myself more? Well, I guess partly its because I didn't care much and you weren't important enough for me to give two hoots. :/ but still, why didn't I say something bout the kind of person you are? So here it is, you know what,

You are a fucking ~~asshole~~ slutty bitch.

There. I feel so much better already. Feelings. Justified.

whoop whoop

2011-10-05T15:08:00.001+08:00

lol. back from a hiatus. hi. Just thought I should update (God knows who..) with my muchly insignificant life. 3 years from now, I don't want to revisit my archive only to realise that half of the boring stuff that happened wasn't recorded. :/

Life's pretty chill as usual. nothing much's happening. I've finally stopped procrastinating and picked my lazy ass up to clean my nasty room. lol. ..

Here's a story reasoning why I've decided to clean my room ):

I have a chair next to my bed, being the lazy me I would usually just place my laptop on the chair and lie on the bed. ...A massive spider decided to fall on my keyboard one night, right before i went to bed. THANK GOD that it fell before i went to bed ): imagine the horror if it started crawling onto my bed and then my face. sniffs. anyway, as I was happily doing my nitenite wishes, the spider just dropped onto the keyboard with a thud. FREAKED OUT O.O .. it started crawling onto the side of my bed and to the floor. o.m.g at that very moment, I was thinking what the crap do it do. Should I let it go? Should I smack it (OMGOSH!) OR WHAT. If i just let it go, It might hide elsewhere ): I had to kill it.. I slept on the coach outside that night.

Next day, walking in and out of my room and I noticed a black clump of string-look-alike on the floor. I chose to ignore it.. My sister said she had already cleaned the remain of the spider. so I thought, meh, maybe just another ball of string... until i took a closer look. O.O FREAKING HALF OF THE SPIDER. ...TT I forcefully cleaned it.

That didn't give me enough motivation to clean my room. lol.. i am THAT lazy. I decided to let that incident go... until another spider was spotted on the wall close to my bed. fml. must be spider's hatching season or something. ): why so many. no choice, I have decided to clean my room.

whats a better way to procrastinate when you're cleaning your room? blogging.

hoho. 3 years from now, I can read this post and be like. at least something that's somewhat interesting happened.

:/

2011-07-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

I have become a very boring person. Just thought I should drop a few lines here since I don't have anything better to do.

I work a lot nowadays, thus no updates/dramas/fb updates from me. I usually come home dead tired from cleaning all those ridiculous mess that kids make. ):

dreading for uni to start. sigh. uni = less me time. I enjoy having me-time. I enjoy spending quality time with myself. sounds weird (?) i know. Just lie in my bed, read a book or take a nap. perfect. With all my time spent working, I appreciate every single minute of me-time i get.

On a happier note, I have booked my tickets back, spending slightly over a week in Singapore :D. An, my sister and I will be staying together. I'm so excited. Calista and Jason will be in Singapore as well! So, its like a trip with friends to Singapore. Alvin might join us as well. (: I can't wait.

Wow. I only intended to write a few lines.... now I have a few mini paragraphs. :D

Till nxt time,

Wen

)':

2011-03-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

I never knew that the world we live in could be so bleak. I've always had (alilbit) of hope in humanity. Sigh, what a let down.

My love

2011-03-16T20:03:00.001+08:00

It's about time Blue's back. :') It's been way too long.

Duncan James <3

Meh

2011-02-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

Its been wayyy too long :P

Uni's starting soon, drama all over again with the assignments, labs, tests and exams. losers.
3 months gone just like that. sigh. )':
Another lonely Vday )':
Currently unemployed, well,not really, but i dun wish to go back.
plans on selling toys that Jason won from the royal show =.= no space at all.
need a bigger wardrobe?
good catching up buddies (:
been occupying myself with monster hunter 3
went to Caversham with the new international kids. o fun. not.

was gonna do a proper post. but so cbb. too much effort lol. (:

Booboo coming back soon. (: can't wait for my prezzies :D

Lonely

2011-01-28T13:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my mom asked me " Are you lonely? " seeing that I was at home watching tv while my siblings are out having fun with their friends. She must have felt really sorry for me since I'm like a loner. I paused for a moment and thought about it. Am I? Almost all of my friends are either at KL or overseas. Many are busy working. I have no one to hang out with. I spend my day on my bed playing either Audition, Monster Hunter 3 or some lame facebook games. I spend my time talking- without having the need to open my mouth. I spend my time raging at monsters that are non-existence. lol... pretty sad.... but I don't think I'm all that lonely. I finally had the chance to spend some much required me time. (: only 1 more week to go before I go back and a few weeks before uni starts. Between this and that, I'd much prefer this.

Hypophrenia*

2011-01-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

What about you?

*feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause...

Dream

2011-01-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

Never stop dreaming

Night is my favourite time of the day.
its the time of the day where everything is still and asleep
Its the time of the day when I close my eyes and dream.

the time when I am not told what to do and what not
the time thats alright to be unrealistic
the time when no one gives a damn when you screw up
the time when pain is tolerable

2010-12-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

The rainbow in the sky reminds me of you.

Like a rainbow, you come too quickly
Like a rainbow, you disappear without notice
Like a rainbow, you put a smile on a face
Like a rainbow, you lit up my world.

If only you could stay forever.

warmth

2010-11-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

It was warm while it lasted.

2010-11-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

It is not everyday that you can have friends and entertainment (youtube, etcc) as company. When it comes to exams period, food becomes my loyal company. Junk food to be specific... They have become my source of energy (:

On my table, floor, I have;

- Cuppucino from Maccas

- A can of mother

- 2 large bottles of green tea

- 1 small bottle of green tea

- one massive bag of wan-wan rice crackers

- a bag of wasabi coated green peas

- 1 strawberry nudie juice

- 1 massive bar of toblerone chocolate

- 2 mini frozen raspberry floats

(: so far, I don't think i miss human- company at all.

All the best in your exams.

Caught

2010-11-04T00:45:00.001+08:00

One day, when I no longer give a crap about it, you should be worried.

You chose to lie in my face when I cared, so please don't tell me that I am being ridiculous and unreasonable.

Right now, all I want is my rainbow and a few peppermint-candy.

Things we've lost

2010-11-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

"The things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end..."

I wish that it would never have to come back.

Missing out

2010-10-06T14:59:00.000+08:00

For some reason, I feel like taking a stroll down Kings Park now. The sun's shinning brightly outside, the sky's completely blue... such a beautiful day. Such day is a waste to be spent indoors. The thought of cleaning my room just worsen my headache. I have to tip toe getting across and around the room. Toys from Royal Show pilled up in the corner, papers and books all over the floor, bags lying lazily around, fresh clothing piling up on top of the old ones on the chair and used tissue paper all over the table ... the sight is just disgusting.

Not to mention the amount of work that needs to be done. Hitherto since study break nothing has been done.

Down with cold, virus whatever since forever. They just keep coming back. One after the other, right behind each other's butts. . . . so sick of being sick.

My cravings for Maccas need to be moderated. The only thing that's stopping me from indulging in all that fatty food is cash at the moment. ..

I shall start picking up the toys from the floor.

<3 Wen

I do

2010-09-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

9 years.

Still crazy for you.

(: Duncan James, I do. ♥

Know

2010-09-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

you know it's time to panic when you're really tight on cash and haven't been working for weeks.
you know its time to sigh when you see this massive pile of work that needs to be done
you know you're behind when you start having a list of catching up to do
you know you're screwed when all of the above needs to be done and you're running out of time (and cash).

Then, the word if comes up.

If only i hadnt been sick on my shift.
If only I did some work during the weekend
If only i attended all my lectures

If only I had more time.

hi. its me.

2010-08-11T16:33:00.001+08:00

Life's been crazy ever since uni started, so many events and parties lining up, simply no time to breathe at all!

Just found that it will be compulsory for MSU committees to attend Bondage. sigh.

J wouldn't let me go Runway -_-. sigh. another compulsory attendance.

Might have to go Merderka Day celebration at Curtin.

On top of that, Msu's ball is coming up as well, gotta sell tickets. lol.

Been sick for 2 days, feeling alot better already today. More than enough of work that needs to be done ):

I can actually feel the pain from overloading this semester.

(: Its ok. I know He will make a way for me always.

Best Friend

2010-06-04T10:19:00.000+08:00

hey best friend. i had a dream bout you last night. i miss you.

wonderful

2010-05-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

(: princess loves you. always.

Everytime my little world seems blue

I just have to look at you

And everything seems to be

Some kind of wonderful

Michael Buble, Some kind of wonderful

My last teen year

2010-04-30T14:21:00.000+08:00

It's been a while.
Nothing much has changed since my last update.

My 19th was the best birthday ever,
Thank you for all the wishes,
Thank you for the pressies,

Engraved silver bracelet - from the girls ;)
Salt and pepper cow thingy - Nick and Des
Pearl/heart necklace - Dmi and Sam
Ipod - from the guys
Lots of stationaries from smiggle - Jing and Gordon
Wii - from Jason <3
A drawing of me - Qiqi
3 Maccas burgers + meals + timezone credits - PY

lol. i dont remmeber the rest. :D big fat thanks.

Special thanks to Jason for organizing the surprise party and the awesome present.

You are my biggest and best gift.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO.

i hope you enjoyed your birthday.

Princess.

i heart you

2010-03-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

(: Eventhough you're sleeping like a pig underneath the blanket.

Distance

2010-03-25T11:47:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it feels like you're a million miles away,
Sometimes it feels like you're standing virtually in front of me,
Sometimes it feels like we're speaking in different languages,
Sometimes it feels like there's a barrier in between us.

I wish i was given the gift to read minds. Yes, I am very curious of what goes in and out of your mind. I've tried and I've tried but i've failed to enter your world.

Do invite me in sometimes.
I cannot hear you from the other side of the door.

Happy Valentines Day

2010-02-15T12:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New year and Happy Valentines day to all (:

Lots of love to Prince.

Lots of love from Princess.

*cutegirlkiss*

Mistake

2010-01-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

Even if this was a mistake, I will have to keep walking on.

Hooked..?

2010-01-07T22:22:00.004+08:00

Some things are best left unsaid.

There are times when certain things are best left unsaid. Our perception towards one tend to change when we know too much bout him/her. Vice versa.

I'm glad that we still have more to learn bout each other. Let's take things slowly.

Keeps both you and I hooked, right? (:

Gift

2009-12-30T15:51:00.001+08:00

Anticipating for whats arriving tomorrow.

(: xoxo.

I.T.I.F.F.Y.

2009-12-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

Wen wishes everyone a Blessed Christmas! (:

Knock you down

2009-12-24T17:54:00.004+08:00

updateeee

2009-12-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

bee. oh. arr. dee. to the max.

lol. i learnt that I shouldnt joke bout some stuff... some ppl actually take it seriously.

because of a random thoughtless line i said, i will have someone that i've nvr met before staying over at my house- in my room. well done. (y) =.= how.. exciting.

on a happier note, i'll be receiving an extra Christmas present this year -_-

Ugly

2009-12-08T01:19:00.005+08:00

My favourite blogskin creator is no longer active =.= so photobucket screwed the thingy up and i couldnt find a better blogskin. So, you'll just have to bear with this ugly template until i find one.

So many things have happened since my last post. =.= duh. has been like months since my last entry. ....

currently in miri, starting to rot eventhough its only been 3 days.

got a new lappie. vaio cw series. i wanted one of the fw series. but its too big and heavy for me to carry round uni =.= boo.

will update -soon. i cbb now.

Ripples

2009-10-17T01:33:00.002+08:00

I closed my eyes, i pretended i didnt see.

I covered my ears, i pretended i couldnt hear.

I zipped my lips, i pretended i have nothing to say.

I thought I didnt care.

Deep inside, i scream to know all.

I realised that it is no longer superficial,

Rooting into my flesh, through my rib bones,

and slowly strangling the only thing that beats.

.....

Im still alive. -for now

2009-10-07T18:00:00.004+08:00

Spent my weekend at Mandurah for youth retreat. definitely a much needed break!

(: went to the royal show with bunneh and calista. it was great.

MC-ed for the opening ceremony for multicultural week. man, i havent done public speaking in a while.kept getting brain blank. (: thank goodness Lean is good. covered me up heaps.

paid a visit to the docs jus den. which means dat im pretty sick. first visit to the docs since. 4 yrs ago. Apparently, ive caught "the virus" =.= who knows wat kinda virus. lol. went for a xray scan of my rib bones.

Stat test tmr. lol. lol. and lol. enough said. lol.

sigh, overall, this week has been hell week.

alrite. i feel like poop ~~ing~~ at the moment and i shall go get some rest. (unlikely).

take care.

Support

2009-09-22T19:59:00.001+08:00

"Daddy supports you".

I love you dad.

Life is short

2009-09-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

Just woke up to an empty bowl of rice sitting right next to me. I think I fell asleep while eating dinner...

xD Had to worry bout nothing- Eat. Sleep. (: . such a great feeling!

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

Who's loving you?

2009-09-12T00:04:00.003+08:00

The Jackson 5- Who's Loving You

.. If you're really wondering who's loving me, then why did u make me cry.

.. When you had me why did you treat me bad

.. And I dont think i could care less if you're sitting around with your head hanging down wondering who's loving me

.. Because you should have never made me cry

----

... Basketballcourt.us.fairytale

... Blue.Yellow.Glasses

... Morning.Canteen.Meetups

... Archery.Parkson.Fridays

----

some things that will never be forgotten.

MSU Ball 09'

2009-09-11T02:26:00.002+08:00

Wheee. Its 2.30am and i jus got out of shower. MSU Ball was fun fun fun. (: i actually had fun today. xD didnt' make many new friends. but bonded with some people more. which is equally awesome.

And also, this is my 200th post! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! <3<3

------------------------------------

im falling. falling. falling. wheeeee. not.

okays. good nite good citizens of Perth.

090909

2009-09-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

hello.

Work was alright. (: kinda fun when allen was around. xD

Kinda annoyed with Liz. :( im like her slave or something. always ordering me around. wen, can you please do this, please do that, please do everyting for me ~~because im too heavy to move around~~. she wears her pants abit too low, and her butt crack shows. which isn't a very pleasing sight. its actually very disgusting. i wouldnt mind if its sexy or something =.= but oversized butt is just wrong.

On a brighter note, MSU ball is tomorro! :D yay! Totally not ready for it :( xD

yeh. i have nothing to say. The only reason im blabbering on and on here is because.. its THE

090909 today.

And this day doesnt happen everyday. (:

Gloommmyyy

2009-09-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

Nothing much has happened..since my last entry. Though today has been an exceptionally gloomy day for some reason... i've finally finished watching Gossip Girl season 1. yay.

Currently listening to : Kate Miller-Heidk; The Last Day on Earth

And I think this song is making me sad. sniffs. sigh.

Maybe I just need more me-time. Quiet time. (:

Gelare's waffles tmr? :)

Bond-age 09' and the rest

2009-08-29T23:23:00.006+08:00

Bondage last night was alright i supposed. I pretty much paid $65 for one and half glass of champagne. kinda sad... Most of the time spent at the ladies looking after my drunk friend .. lol..

L.T was really drunk too. kinda scary and freaked me out... and LOL. just remembered this!

L : where's ur boifriend

W: ? o.O uh.

L: where's ur indian boifriend

W: LOL. huh? erm. dont have an indian boifriend

L: don't lie. I saw you the other at the ref with him

W: ??? hahahahahahah

how cute.

On a brighter side, I drank my first glass of alco since i turned 18. (: yay.

o.m.gosh. I've gained so much weight. ): i nvr thought I wouldbe saying this...

sigh. i nvr used to care about how much i eat and crap. Girls always come up to me and say "man, i feel so fat." and i would usually say "=.=, no u're not. sif man. u're not!". thinking why on earth would they say that they're fat when they are not. well, now i understand... lol. It's either that I've actually gained alot of weight or.. im finally growing up. 8kg.. isnt dat much.. rite?

me Gabrielle

Havent started on my essay. Its due on monday. fail. xD o wellz.

15Malaysia

2009-08-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

I don't care!

2009-08-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to this song and is loving it. !

/heart

happy bday babe

2009-08-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

happy bday babe. <3

had fun the other night!. and i had my first sip of baileys!

xoxo

G.I. Joe

2009-08-13T00:40:00.003+08:00

: Its like finding a needle in a coalmine
: Its haystack

:Its like finding a haystack in a coal mine.

*thumbs up* for G.I Joe. Love it! <3

<3>

wtc

2009-08-06T17:12:00.002+08:00

What on earth is your problem my dear friend.

Thank you for making things so much more complicated than it already is.

Dude, you've seriously gotta get over yourself.

Not everyone is so freaking obsessed bout you.

Little things like MSN personal message is NOT to be taken seriously.

I do not have to explain to you everything and I do not need to prove anything.

It's just sad that you've ruined everything that we had.

2009-08-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

oh. wtf is with all the hinting and crap. cut it already. asshole.

Mushy boi

2009-07-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

.a says:

*lol yeaaa u were callin me mushy

*and then i turned mushy

*then i was being all nice in dota

*and i was like...can't we all be friends :(

*and then they killed me

*...repeatedly

-_-

2009-07-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

Its amazingly amazing how some people can be such a laksjdfl. Hypocrites. It ticks me off everything single time when I think bout it. -_- yeh. i know. So don't think bout it lah! you say. -_- easier said den done. you're prob lost now.

Ok, lets put it this way, you have a friend thats pretty much in a semi-relationship. You've just met this friend of yours. Forget bout it -_- i cant be screwed explaining. .

yeah. this is a place for me to rant and rage. i can do anything i wan here. and i feel pissy at the moment coz i just dont understand how some people can be like dat and live tomorro like IT has nvr done anything wrong. oh screw it.

im gonna drop this matter and rage bout it again when i feel like it.

good bye.

and as for that particular person, i hope that u'll step on dog poop tomorro.

happy

2009-07-15T02:40:00.001+08:00

tomorrow, will be a happy day (well, technically speaking, today.) and the funny thing is that I don't even know why.

Smile.

June 30th

2009-07-01T02:10:00.002+08:00

I think I saw someone that I didn't want to see tonite.

:( felt like giving you a punch in the face.

but i chickened out. Instead, I ran away like a loser....

Night totally ruined. Thanks to you.

Hopefully, I wont see you around anymore.

Good night.

New template

2009-06-24T14:26:00.003+08:00

the rain is pouring like mad outside.. makes me feel lonely and sad. . .

my game is currently under server check and it'll take 8.5 long hours for the check to finish. Meanwhile, I am bored out of my brains. So, I've decided to change my blog skin. Tried a few different ones.. and ended with this. Partly because I cbb changing it anymore.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

indirect kissing

2009-06-19T23:43:00.004+08:00

after karaoke ...

I grabbed my bbt on the table and rushed out of the room.. worried that I might miss the bus..

On the way walking to the bus stop....

Wen : *sips bubbletea* ...*.. SAGO ....!* ... crap! this is not my bubble tea....

Mark and Alex : HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH... ewwwww

Alex : haha! Wen kissed someone indirectly... !! haha! eww

Wen : -_-. this is disgusting.. ew. i thought i picked up mine!

Alex : Who's is this? What flavour?

Wen : er. honeydew milk tea with sago.

Alex : ouh. -_- dats mine.

tiume is fail

2009-06-17T02:05:00.003+08:00

Wen : Look at the tiume! Go sleepela.

KFC : ROFL. tiume.

Wen : >.<

KFC: tiu-me. slee-pela

Wen: LOLLLLL ...

later..

KFC: good night. I had a good tiume. Go sleepela too.

ok. tiume requires no explanation. tooobvious. pela sounds like a swear word that was used years ago in high school. xD

OMW

2009-06-15T03:26:00.003+08:00

-_- im freaking panicking. can't screw up dis exam. though it looks like i will... im going nuts. just realised that i've lost 3 chapters of notes.. because some idiot borrowed it and never gave it back... and those 3 chapters are one of most important things that I need to know about. screw that idiot. -_- .. printed new notes ... sigh.

Knowing the fact that i'll probably fail 2 units this semester pisses me off so much. but there's nothing much I can do anymore. i deserve it. -_-.... and I won't cry when i get my stuffed up results back because I deserve it. damn it. What have I been doing?! This is definitely a wake up call.

I'm going to get some sleep.

Dear Loird,

I am sorry for what I've done. Sorry for not keeping my words. I am really regretting it. Please give me wisdom and strength father as I sit for my chemisty exam tomorrow morning. Pray that you'll shine your light upon me and lead me throughout the exam. Walk with me Lord. I am surrendering all that I have into your mighty hands, Lord. I will depend solely on your strength, knowing that you will bring me through this.

Amen

warm

2009-06-15T01:04:00.001+08:00

i will keep your smile....

Agog

2009-06-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

o.m.w... can't wait.!! one more exam and im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

K.K.C.Kimpossible is on the plane now,on his way to korea.. gonna miss him ! no one to talk to at 3am in the morning anymore.. xD no one to nag me that I eat too much .. no one to call me wenny anymore! xD and no more.. ~~; emoticons!

... had a freaky dream last night. I dreamt that evil people were capturing citizens for their evil science experiments... long story short, I was running away with pigpig. We ran out to this car park and coincidentally, there happened to be a fight... with guns. Me and pigpig hid behind this massive column but alas.. they saw me hiding.... pulled me out and asked me if which side Im on. i told him that I'm not involved... they didn't believe and SHOT ME IN THE NECK. -__- and i fell to the ground. Pigpig didn't do anything -_-. just stood there and watch... how sad.. . .

Which made me think... what IF my dream happened to be a real life scenario. ... would my friend(s) just stand there and watch me die... i hope not..>.<

ok. back to chem..sigh.. mother hasn't kicked in yet. I feel sleepy.

Tomorrow will bling like L.E.D...

[still lollipop obsessed!]

Penultimate

2009-06-14T02:34:00.002+08:00

I'm expecting a big F for my calculus. Its sad how quickly I've fallen into the trap.. yesh, the ultimate trap...being a slacker, neglecting my books oh because im a first yr student and first year shouldn't be THAT hard..

Quite stoned when i did my exam... sigh. stayed up whole night cramming. Pissed me off so much when i had to wait for the bus for an hour.. sif have exams on weekends.. =.= fell asleep on the train and missed my stop... =.= got off at murdoch instead. waited for another 10 more minutes. -__- Slept straight away when I got home.. and had a 9 hour "nap". xD woke up at 2 hrs ago..

(: my sleeping pattern is screwed up. its 243am and im here typing this as i sip my tea.

ahh.. all play and no work makes wen a dumb kid.

This is what I've learnt..

2009-06-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

In all mammals the mammary glands function to provide vital nutrition in the form fo milk to the newborn infant and in most mamals the mammary glands become enlarged only during pregnancy and lactation. HOWEVER, human females develop enlarged breasts at the time of puberty, PERHAPS and adaptation to facilitate latching of (SHORT SNOUTED) infants, or as a consequence of sexual selection.

in other words, women have boobies because babies have short snouts. ... so..enlarged boobies are required for those babies with short snouts to be fed. -_- babies have snouts? ><

interesting.

biology

2009-06-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

Just got home... an hour ago? sigh.

Had dimsum at nb for lunch.... xD made heaps of new friendss ^^

Then..went to library at uni.. got kicked out of math lib coz it closes at 6pm =.= went to Eng lab instead. Studied biology....boring much? sighhhhhhhh.. benny sat there watching me and dan do our work.. zz. I got so hungry later.. curse those people that were eating pizza in there.. :'(

Went to Pauline's house for dinner. had spring rolls! YUM YUM. not the fried ones. those big fat ones with transparent skin. . (: new friends : Pauline, Vivienne, Simon!

Benny taught me calc after dinner. .

so tired. ): cbb studying for biology anymore. i hate biology.

nitenite. pigpig. xD

Would you...

2009-06-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

Would you..

Catch me if i fall,

Help me up when I am weak,

Dry my tears when I cry,

Listen to me when I am sad,

Carry me when I am tired,

Give me encouragement when I am in despair,

or make me smile when I'm frowning....

Just wondering... after all that I've done for you, would you do the same for me?

Smilling inside

2009-05-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

I went to work today.

As i walked into the store, my manager looked at me puzzled (o.O?) and asked why I was there.

I told her that I have a shift. She gave me this look =.= and told me that I don't have any shift today...

.... because I told her that I "wont be available"....

My heart smiled because well. it just did :P

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你~

暧昧

calm

2009-05-26T16:07:00.005+08:00

....Take a step back and smile a little.....

....Walk past it and don't look back.....

....It will run after you if you're noticed...

....but if you're not, just move foward with a prayer...

Take my hand

2009-05-22T10:14:00.001+08:00

dot dot dot

2009-05-17T23:36:00.002+08:00

Give up before its too late. (:
uni still sucks. ~~like you~~
exams coming up soon. gotta catch up buthonestly, I seriously dun give a crap.
Too many things going on at the moment... and i think i'm losing it all.
Sigh. i missed toby and stacey's bday party at utopia. Many ended up drunk, i heard. Unfortunately i didn't get to ~~be one of them~~ see it.
Got a pay rise. hurray!
I'm still obsessed with korean songs. [latest : until you come back- ft island]
jus found out dat im waii more unco den i thought. =.=
pray that buddy will cheer up soon.
pray that God will answer my prayers asap. cause im going insane.
need more sleep, study and be more focused in my disciple readings.
FML much.

L.o.l.l.i.p.o.p

2009-05-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

Today, has been a great day. I laughed so much... It felt good.

Alvin became high after his 7th packets of sugar... it was funny... he acted and talked like a drunk person. haha. and kyle thought that he was gonna strip in chem lecture when he took off his jumper. xD

all 4 of us slept in biology lec (pft. kyle claimed that he didn't.. lies!)...

Lollipop is such a catchy song.. lolli-lolli-lollipop... lollipop-pop!~

(: today, is a day worth remembering.

Exposed

2009-05-03T10:22:00.002+08:00

hello. (:

I haven't actually written anything bout me 18th!
Will have to do dat one day ...(:

my new addiction: random ~~koreans~~ korean songs. xD

I have become so dependent on coffee ): sigh.

no coffee = sleep at library = not attending lectures = fail

><><

2009-04-20T03:14:00.002+08:00

Im exhausted... from studying chem. so freaking complicated. My energy is draining out, and i think im losing my sanity. God knows how im going to survive my 8am calculus lecture in the morning followed by human bio lecture, which is equally boring and sad. Dont even ask me why im wasting my time writing this. Just need some break..

Sometimes.. I wonder why am I going thru all these crap.. killing myself.. What is the purpose of doing well, earning big bucks when of all of us are going back to soil one day regardless of who you are and what you have. What is the purpose of life.. ? Honestly speaking, I have not yet found my purpose of life.

><>

sigh.

My brain's rate of reaction now is just as good as a dead person's. (npi).

3.24am.

A depressed smurf

2009-04-15T17:58:00.002+08:00

ADB says:
why do u like emineminemineminem
lol

ωεи™ [] says:
i like some of his songs
wats wrong wif him anywayy!

ADB says:
ummm
he's weird.
o.0
lol

ωεи™ [] says:
HAHAHA
how

ADB says:
ummm
cos
he's.....black?
but he;s white?
AND HES NOT GREY
o.0
weird no?

ωεи™ [] says:
he's white
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
it'll be weird if he's grey

ADB says:
grey people
hmmm
i saw on opera

ωεи™ [] says:
grey sounds like gay

ADB says:
some guy who drank this stuff
and now his physical appearance
if blue

ωεи™ [] says:
are u serious o.O

ADB says:
yeah

ωεи™ [] says:
like the watchmen dude?

ADB says:
he looked like smurg
*smurf
YES

ωεи™ [] says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
OMGOSH

ADB says:
butnot so glowy

ωεи™ [] says:
DATS CUTE
smurffffiiesss

ADB says:
a depressed smurf

ωεи™ [] says:
HAHAAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

ADB says:
not the happy ones u seeon tv

ωεи™ [] says:
A DEPRESSSSSED SMURFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

2009-04-14T13:29:00.002+08:00

Rain has stopped

Cloud has cleared
Sun is shinning
and its time to smile (:

lex.wen.jing.

♥ Friends for life.

BIG bang!

2009-04-04T19:10:00.005+08:00

past week has been crappy.
I did not sleep in any of my lectures for the whole week. which is an achievement that i am very proud of since i've never actually stayed awake in any of my lectres before. . . no, im not saying that this is crappy.

I wagged hbio lecture... cause I felt like having a break. I walked around.. then i remembered someone telling me that Sunken Garden is awesome. So, alone, I took a walk and went there. It's pretty small, but big enough for me. I took a lil walk around... den sat down at one of the benches. THEN, this is where those memories come rushing back... Both happy and sad.

O.m.w! I'm gonna burn maccas down. -_- seriously. Stoopid fat manager with her big fat ass. hate her lor. I couldnt work that day cause i wanted to go to Joyce's birthday dinner. I went to the store and told one of the managers. Then, I called her like couple of times,she din pick up.. den i sent her smsES .. stiill no reply. nxt morning, i called the manager's phone, smsed manager's phone, still not reply. AND THEN RIGHT, here's the part pissed me off so bloody much. 20 minutes before my shift starts, fatty smsed " you must come to work unless you find someone to replace you" well, screw u la! I called so many times, smsed, you didnt freaking replied. Where the heck am i supposed to get sumone to replace me in 20 minutes?! and I can't even go back and work cause i was still at uni. butthole man. seriously. mood became so damn crap after dat. . -______- dinner was alrite, i tried not to be a party pooper. had bbt after dat and went home. very tired ><><>

wtc. -__- my whole paragraph went missing. sianz. now have to retype everything. so cbb jsu gonna write briefly bout wat i wrote previously. -_- This is my new set of priorities now and will take effect as of nxt week because I've been going out too much lately. .. and as a decent, good girl I should be staying home reading books -_- ~~like losers without life~~

#1 God

#2 Tests/Exams

#3 Studies

#4 Friends and Family

#5 Social

=] wen shall be a good girl from now on!

ooo. i have a new obsession! Big Bang's lies. I know this song is kinda old already, but sometimes, some songs don't hit you until few years later. xD

I fail...

2009-03-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

A chat between me and a friend..

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
i'll go shopping with you!

Me:
ahahhaa. sure.

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
so where do u wan to go?

Me:
er... no idea

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
dotti?
supre?

Me:
o.O i dont know TT

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
ok. summer wear or autmn wear?

*me thinking : er. wats the difference? *

Me:
.... don't know

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
http://www.forevernew.com.au/

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
try look ard here

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
http://forums.vogue.com.au/

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
depends wat u wan to wear.
usually few frens of mine get from kookai

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
forever new

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
cue

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
supre .

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
depends

telll me you`ll open your eyes... says:
kookai do also hav nice dress

Me:
. . . .. . .. ...

Note: he's a guy, not a girl. He knows more than me. I failed.

2009-03-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

-__- worked today from 2-6. so damn pissed. We had 2 ppl in the backarea/kitchen making burgers. I swear I would award them the world's slowest people .. i dont see why it should take them 3 freaking minutes to make a big mac since they are not new crews. even new noobs are faster ... the drive thru' line got longer,longer and longer.. -______-. feel like giving them a kick in the face. its not like they have to make dough for the bread or grow onions..

The drive thru order taker is another pain in the butt ... he doesnt want to do anything, he walks around.. doing nothing.. he's so free when others are running around like retards.. ok. dont mind dat, doesnt bother me if he doesnt do anything, not my business, but he keeps getting in my way. nearly tripped over because he just stood there with his tiny brain doing nothing. sian. not only that, he got most of the orders wrong -_- so we had like 10 cups of drinks on the counter, wasted... when I told him that he got most of the orders wrong, he told me that its not his fault. If its not ur fault den whose is it? -__- damn it, you're the order taker. Feel like slapping him ... ..

=.=

im a bum

2009-03-22T21:44:00.002+08:00

Life is hectic nowadays.. dont seem to get enough time to do anything. I quote wilson " i need a 36 hrs watch". Nothing was done over the weekend, and it is partly my fault. Have been going out too much ><><

Gotta discipline myself more .. have to constantly remind myself that I'm a "big" girl now, and shuold be more mature and responsible about everything.. sigh.. so hard.. especially when I get more freedom now.. xD i shall not abuse the freedom that im getting. hehe. ..

Im going to MSU's annual rivercruise... in addition to dat, im also going to Chinese Society's ice skating >< which is just o.m.w. mom's gonna bomb me... badly. she already did just den for going out too much. lol.

Here's my prayer request, please pray for me.. and when i say dat, i mean now. just close ur eyes for a min or two and pray, dont leave it till later cause you will forget =.=

seriously need your prayer =]

Chemistry test Monday

Human biology test Tuesday

Biology test Wednesday

Disciple/ daily devotion

Time management

As you can see, my human bio and bio tests require ALOT of memorizing, and since my brain has a VERY limited space capacity... please pray hard ><

Yours one and only,

wen

2009-03-16T22:42:00.003+08:00

omgosh. wats wrong with me. =.= ok. obviously, im feeling very frustrated.
3 posts in a night. a bit too talkative maybe? =/

I have become seriously weird.. e.g ...random moodswings. I know its normal for girls to have random moodswings, but not me =.=... This is gonna sound lame but i dont care lah. I've learnt so much in disciple, i know it has just started, but I've already gained so much from it. I've actually been nicer to people, even to those that I dislike. I'm learning to be more forgiving. Nowadays, I tend to filter my thoughts, words and actions...

Emotional management has always been a problem. I find it hard to control my emotions. I get frustrated easilly and I find it annoying, really annoying sometimes when things dont go my way and I just loose my temper. Instead of bottling everything up inside until I explode into tears [sounds emo much?], I have been sharing it with the Big Guy up there. =] Ive also been happier, accepting pain with smiles.. No, im not insane-yet.

well, Im just being random, being me. =]
Where would I be without Him?
Thank You for answering all my prayers and guiding me.
I love You and I need You, Lord.

2009-03-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

wen, just smile... just smile...just smile.

a story

2009-03-16T18:22:00.004+08:00

A story....
She knows perfectly how he felt. She has been in his shoes before....
He has always been a good friend to her, from the start. Their friendship got stronger, she was always there for him to cheer him up, make him smile, and heal his wounds. She thought she knew what she wanted... so, she made empty promises... She's hurted his feelings like how others have hurted him.. like how she has been hurted.. and she's sorry...she didn't expect things to end this way. . It is not because he's not good enough for her, in fact, he's better than many others. She doesn't have any particular reasons. She's just sick of waiting. She wants to move on and live life normally. ...

-----------------------------------------
ok. =.= dat was an emo story..
-----------------------------------------
on a lighter side of note, I'm adjusting slowly in uni... ^^ which is a good thing.. lol. omgosh. and alsoooo.. i made a new friend! ok. I made alot of new friends but i think this one deserves to be mentioned because he's super nice and I love his eyes (trust me, u will fall in love with his eyes. they are big and round and jus mesmerizing <3).>

A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive
without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the
memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he
cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich
by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is
something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are
too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so
much as he who has no more to give.
~Author Unknown

Just a note to myself and everyone : smile always.

[edit: got a new blog skin :) and its oraaannngeee! wheeee.. love damien lockhart love his blog skins. ]

I am sorry...

2009-03-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

.. that it has to be you..
.. that I broke our promises..
.. that if I've hurted you..

I've prayed over and over again, asking for guidance and light. I believe that God has given me an answer. I might have misunderstood Him, but I don't think there's anything thatI could do since I've already made up my mind. We'll just let God work in our hearts if He wants to.

You melt me...

2009-03-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

with your smile,
with your words,
with your actions.

Uni....

2009-03-02T18:36:00.003+08:00

It has been a while since I last updated. Even my good friend here who doesnt update has already written a few posts =.=

I finally got my internet. Thank God. It is very likely that I would lose my sanity if my internet doesn't come back.

Uni has also started and there's only one word for it - terrible. Having to wake up at 5.30 in the morning is definitely not my thing. This brings back memories from Msia.. ><><
My battery is dead the moment i step into the house. Studying in uni is definitely exhausting. I just lie flat down and take a "short" nap, only having to find myself waking up somewhat 3 hours later... Rather than sleeping at my usual bedtime (2/3am), I've been sleeping at 11 every night. yes, Im a healthy girl now. ^^

Time for me to go.
Take care and God bless all.

Oh yes. I've also started learning how to drive. xD Jerry's actually teaching...

damn internet

2009-02-05T14:14:00.002+08:00

I have no internet connection at home -_-. I dunno when uni starts, so now im just bumming at home which is rather uncomfortable. It feels so unreal, the fact that I no longer go to school, seeing my siblings waking up every morning getting ready for school while i lay in bed not have to worry bout being late. ..

Got my second offer too. =] ..

i paid a visit to mcD yesterday, with intention to resign. Instead of resigning, I've rejoined their crew.......... words came out differently when i spoke to the manager. ah.. the place has changed much since i last been there. We have a Mc Cafe now, and a super cool drink machine. so yeah, i get easilly amused by things like dat. ^^ not sure when i'll start working.. hopefully nxt week.

=.= blurness

2009-01-15T16:38:00.002+08:00

uni offers came out yesterday night.

i got an offer from uwa -architecture. -___- bodoh betul lo. i din know dat they give out offers according to your preference order. =.= i put architecture before biomed. so i got architecture instead...zzz... sianz lo. now need to wait till second round offer... my gosh. i can be so blur sumtimes. ><

im rotting at home. =.= bored out of my butt.
started playing human pets again.. i dont remember how i managed to earn 800k points last time. -____- i cannot even reach 10k now.

thanks to dota. my laptop was sent into the hospital. =.=
lol. a bit annoyed at myself. so careless....

thanks yo

2009-01-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

i had the best nite ever since i came back.
went out wif Mr. Ho. .. picked me up around 7 ish. went all the way down to piasau to eat satay. =.= den his friends din turn up and we found out dat no satay during weekends lor.. so soi.
so we went somewhere else to eat...

rain stopped pouring. he brought me up to "canada hill"... could see the whole miri city. the view wasnt exactly breathtaking la. but its better den staying at home looking at ceiling rite.
lol. we went to marina bay after dat. it was kinda fun.. looking at the waves hitting agaisnt the rock. windy... calmn... and peaceful. xD walked around. showed me fishes and lobsters xD

hm. nxt destination was taman awam. dat was fun. havent been there for ages! walked on the canopy bridge.. den walked around more.. he wanted to show me magic, but the security guard was thre. ahhaa. so he couldnt. xD

haha. we went to the beach nxt. high tide. the water actually poured onto the road. -.- . so we stayed in the car. drove around. listened to songs.

dude. thanks heaps man. i had lots of fun. xD

wheee. tomorro we're gonna go eat mee jawa! muauahaha. my tour guide.

不知道了

2009-01-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

不知道这么了突然觉得很烦，
算是我没事找事做吧。。好好的去读人家的人家的blog。
让我很心疼。。
为什么有些人就是说得到但是做不到呢。。
.. 难道我就是比不上她吗？
难道你不觉得你很过分吗？
不是都已经说好了吗？
一起努力.. 一起走。。不放弃。。
我很不甘愿，我放不下。。

喜欢一个人并不难。。
只要你愿意相信他，
对自己有点信心，
你会发现喜欢一个人其实很容易。。

以为，我会很容易的能把你给忘掉。。
以为，我可以假装说我不管。。
以为，我已经原谅了你。。

对不起，我做不到。
你，傷了我的心。

merry christmas and a happy new year!

2008-12-30T18:52:00.008+08:00

click image to view original size.

In the New Year,
I wish you the best year you’ve ever had
and that each New Year
will be better than the last.
May you realize your fondest dreams
and take time to recognize and enjoy
each and every blessing.

A new beginning, a new dawn, thank and praise the Lord.

Wen wishes and pray that all of you will have a blessed new year!

[ 1. ok. christmas is over.lol.who cares xD ]

[2. it looks ok if u see it from far xD ]

Merry (belated) Christmas!

2008-12-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

TEE result came out on the 23rd which was 3 days ago. Gosh, honestly, can't they pick a better time to release it?! Worst christmas present that someone could actually receive.

As expected, I didn't do very well. My Esl (english for noobs) and human biology mark has been scaled down by a whopping 10%. Very disappointing.

So, I have been down for the past few days. Cried 2 days straight. The last time that i cried so badly was in yr 6.. damn UPSR.

Then again, come to think of it, I should thank God for keeping me safe and guiding me always. Many people do not have the opportunity to go uni and do the course that they want. As for me, I am fortunate enough to meet the requirements required to do the course im "interested" in.. (the cutoff and requirements are very low actually xD)

Not only that, God has answered my prayers.. now.. i sort of have an idea of what i'll be aiming for in the future. =] I've crossed out items on my list, leaving it to only an answer.

~~1. Medicine~~
~~2. Podiatry medicine~~
~~3. Architecture~~
~~4. Pharmacy~~
5. Biomedical Science

I'll be doing bio med den.. try to get into med -.- and dats if i stop being a bum and procrastinate less. lol.

one last thing, HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS.

(short note: IM CURRENTLY DLING 02JAM.. gaming life is back baby! =P)

internet withdrawal syndrome

2008-12-07T14:42:00.002+08:00

*wen breaks down into tears dramatically*

I've been living without my oh-so-awesome-and-great-internet for a week now... and i still have weeks to go ( note: currently using the library's computer.. -_- and believe it or not.. they've blocked neopets!! grr)

Besides staring at the ceiling most of the time and walking around the park near my house with my laptop looking like a retard hoping to find some idiot's wireless not password protected... i havent done anything much..

zzz... oh yeah. have been playing WOW .. with myself...

wen hearts internet.

TT gtg. library computers have timers. -_- sianz

Nasi sudah menjadi bubur

2008-11-26T00:22:00.005+08:00

Nasi sudah menjadi bubur. Don't cry over spilt milk. whatever.

I'm pretty sure we all make mistakes in our life. Sometimes, the mistakes that you make might be the ones that will change your life completely, 180 degrees, inside out. I've made countless numbers of mistakes. Yes, I make alot of boo-boos.

Very often, I would just sit down on my bed, reminiscing the past. The good times I had during band practices, the random things that I did and a decision made that i still regret till today. I thought I could patch things up, but i guess its too late. I've tried very hard to move on from the mistake I did, but I couldnt. I guess, the fragment of the memory has become part of me now. To not think about it is not possible.

Honestly speaking, I think I've changed alot for the past 3 years. Perhaps, I've changed into a better person, but i doubt that. Things have been going too fast around me and I'm really tired of running after them. As cheesy as it sounds, "Never give up" used to be my motto. Now, it means merely nothing to me. Lying here, thinking that high school has finally ended and I no longer have anything to worry about doesnt seem to make me feel any better. I would say that i've done the biggest mistake in life-so far. I am ashamed to admit that I didnt study hard enough for TEE and I know that I'll suffer the consequences. I know regretting wouldn't change much, as a matter of fact, it wouldn't change anything. I don't know anymore. I'm at my wit's end. I'm afraid to see what will my result be. argh. I shouldn't have slacked! damn it!!

sigh. ok. i've finished being emo... time to sleep

smile

2008-11-15T01:31:00.001+08:00

ah. its all over.

Endure.Perseverance

2008-11-11T12:43:00.003+08:00

wen.will.not.break.
keep.holding.on.

I totally screwed my human bio today.. and the only thing that i feel like doing now, is cry.
Two weeks seem what like 200 years.
4 exams down. 2 more to go.
Friday seems so far.
I am at the point of giving up.

@!#!*@&^!!

[EDIT: FORGET BOUT STUFFING HBIO. I TOTALLY STUFFED APPLIC UP! ]

Valedictory 08 (for now)

2008-10-29T11:29:00.003+08:00

>.< so many things to post. last assembly.. my house gathering .. etc.
but for now. im glad that high school has come to and end. time to close the chapter and start a new one.

o no. its nak!

me and kenichi! (tsk tsk tsk. dust particles everywhere-made my eyes watery.)
note: pls ignore the dude at the back.
well. dis is the only photo i haave so far. i cbb transferring dem. have to wait till after TEE.

Grand unification 3/10/08

2008-10-12T18:38:00.005+08:00

dis is wayyyyy overdued. lol.
Year 12 is soon coming to an end, so Dan came out wif dis idea of "the grand unification". The whole purpose of the Grand Unification is to catch up with each other after graduating high school since we will not be seeing each other as often anymroe. so we have a bbq or sumting every month or so.
Our first bbq was held at Shelley Foreshore (Dan wans us to get a feel of it) on 3/10, which just so happens to be on his birthday =.=

[we even have a website now. lol. all thanks to hungyi, we spend day and night in the chatroom talking bout the randomest stuff ever (eg. are u a folder or a scruncher?, how long do you poop and wenyaaako's half a meter long poop, sex ed from "patamon" and hooking me up wif Ben frm singapore =.= which is non-existence).]

we had excess food. but very very very limited drinks. >.<
.. we played ~~wtf~~ ctf (catch the flag) there. spent hours playing munchkin fu, its a card game btw. and of coz, MAFIA!! haha. xD

annyyyways... :D i shall let the photos that ~~nak~~ kenichi took do the talking.

kenny. stop staring at my 1/2 burger

.team patty ftw! (notice the same shirt colour? i actually wore a black jacket too.

yeaps. concentrating on making patties!! team ~~fatty~~ patty!

lalala

2008-10-07T13:34:00.002+08:00

hm. bored.
life's good so far. have been getting enough dose of laughter everyday. jus need more sleep. lol.
.. i finally let go of sumting that i've been holding onto for 5 yrs.
could feel the feelings slipping thru my hands.. slowly fading away.
mayb its time for new memories to grow. i dunno. lolx.

high school's gonna end which means that im gonna be free soon!!
yay!
hm. nothing to do. nothing to say =.=

[o yea. my fren blamed on the zodiac signs for the things that he has done. total retard. sif blame on the stars -_-. loser. i'll go and stab ur mom nxt time and say oops. my bad. sorry my dear friend, i'm a taurus. u know.. the taurusness in me came out, and i had the sudden urge to stab her. forgive me will u? pathetic! go ahead and blame on the stars.butthole]

IRC Fake Disconnect

2008-10-03T23:43:00.008+08:00

bullies.
my line has been unstable for the past 3 hrs... i kept disconnecting.
my line got better and i could actually stay online without any interruptions, but i was so paranoid that i would dc again.
anyway. here's sumtin dat happened in the Grand Unification (GU) chat room >.<

wenyaako: how come wen not talking
nak: dunno
wenyaako: so quiet now
nak: wen? you still there?
wen230491: yesss@!
wen230491: i did talk
wen230491: I DID
wen230491: I DID
xacro: i guess she's gone again
wenyaako: so quiet now
nak: ... she must be afk
xacro: :[
wen230491: wen230491: too bad
xacro: i was going to ask her out too
wen230491: noooas
wen230491: dlkf'sadlf
wen230491: as
wen230491: df...
nak: what a shame hy
nak: :[
wen230491: -_-
wenyaako: thought u gonna confess
wen230491: i can read everything
nak: yeah
xeraph: lol are u sure she would have agreed?
wen230491: !
xacro: no ._.
wenyaako: dont know ;S
wen230491: CAN ANYONE SEE ME
wen230491: OMGOSH
xeraph: we'll never know

and yeah. it was all set up. they could read wat i wrote. they jus pretended dat they couldnt.